A rose of lie.

Devotion, care and love

I hung on so tightly for

Prized possession now extinct 

As pure and white as doves

Disgusting and revolting as gore

From emotions mixed in a tin

Out a rose I saw 

Evil trapped in crimson

That leaf was never green 

Clouds no longer white

Darkness has risen

Fear puréed

Footsteps exceedingly light

The prick of the beau

Advanced towards the bottle

The dark hole in the rose

Colour impossible to differentiate  

Like war zone, after a battle

When booked has closed

And sealed up our fate

The rose started to drape

Across our shoulders unseamed the prick

Along my arms, the other made me complete

Bloody depicts the tragedy

The threads along my eyes were unhemmed

Instantly they were bright wide

Glancing across the bloody bottle

An evil it was to me 

Now I owe it my fateful soul

I finally saw the light

In the middle of the rose

Layers of crimson wrapped it whole

Tissues of justice made it roll

A savior now I see

Brutal truth I beheld

Innocent faces spat with blood

From my polluted soul

 

My heart in the middle

In the middle I stood

Amidst the hustle and bustle

Deaf and blind my confused mood

Whistling, but where's my loyal Russell? 

Examined every nook and cranny 

Following my heart to the letter

In search for someone caring

Disappointment filling cups after another

Where hast thou been

Fatigue overwhelming

Love, never seen

Yet no one bothering

She went aboard a spaceship 

Traveling around finding rhymes

Witnessing variations of friendships

And salvaging them in the nick of time

Love planted in the ground

Embracing the breeze uprooting trees

At attention she stood strong 

Overcoming throngs of wrongs 

Waving bye to all the goods

Shaking hands forming alliance with bad

A devil through and through

No one could understand why

Courageous she lived

Gracefully she went

Every breath a moment of gratitude 

A grain to bring back a life

One fruit to spur love going

Shooting stars keeping dreams alive

I wrote with all my heart

Wished with all my might

Searching with limited sight

Crying away pains at night

Missed chances fate disperse

Oh one day I wish our hearts ll connect

Sharing days till the sun sets

Sipping lemonade in the sun

Lovely whites glistening in the sun

Our love has just then begun

 

I shouldn't ask for more.

I shouldn't ask for more

There are so many things I should be thankful for

Trust your heart and see the light

Fight through darkest paths with all your might

The wind will blow

Memories may follow

But count my blessings 

At least my salad has dressings

Count my sorrows

I ll show you my future my tomorrow

I will prove myself to be strong

Standing up alone oh so tall

A best friend to you am I? 

Someone last on your list

Taken for granted am I? 

I don't feel my priority 

Explanations absent apologies mistaken

I'm numb to feel you around again 

The warmth that you used to bring froze

The dessert alone cactus stood exceedingly cold

Protrusions that sharp

Far and few in between 

Lonely plant simply out of reach

Wishing that it has company

Company means the lost of life

Two cacti competing for water

Like lovebirds hanging onto a cliff

With that I end my poem

Leave the loose strands there

May the wind blow them hard

To change what I really meant 

If love could live another day.

One 

Petals fall

Fates deceit

The rose's layers comes falling down

Onto the endless ground

Stained with tears and mixed with blood 

Someone wished she was never found

Two

Love escaped

People screamed

The dream of normality seemed out of reach 

Dead virtually she thought

As love scraped away memories

Three

Fearless she stood 

Emotionless she glared

The world love was brought into turned into a mess

Trauma she went through

Tough she fought

All attempts brought to nought

Four

The sea drowned her face

The mask of tears could never be erased

How those scars were drawn

Words cut down deep like blades

Into the core of what we call soul

With the wind love was taken away

Five

Locks scattered

Crimson streamed

Oh how much she wished she was received

Critics came in more than friends

The toll that took came to this end

Six

She wandered gently away 

Into the dark ventured love

Gingerly traveling to someone's heart

Hoping for something to change

After her body was left to decay

Seven

Sorrows, regrets came flowing in

Love, a life taken by herself

Perhaps I ll say otherwise

People live, according to how they're found

Love peacefully left

All the negatives remained unsaid

Eight

Life is given by the mighty

For us all to be bright

Giving love to everyone 

And not just to that one, standing out

Nine

Quietly her decays in a wooden box

Cremated, respected what she longed for was now found

How could she have received it when she moved on

A soulless jar left on the shelf

With her name, love, left quietly there by itself 

Ten

Rumors spread like wildfire

The wind aided the chaos

'To everyone who loved me specially 

Who allowed me such pain 

I'd like to thank you gratefully

For the relief I have today. Love'

  

Best friends(:

Give me a little less of you

I ll cry till we find something new 

Recognising us as old friends

Best pals always till the end

Time crawls as earth orbits 

All these love I cast them into beads

Onto this friendship I pour 

My heart and soul at your door

Closer we grow

More fondness we show

With each and every passing day

A new message we convey

My pillar of support at my toughest 

An outlet when I'm at my saddest

The price for this ship is undefined

All these memories impossible to undermine 

Ps: this poem is dedicated to all my dear close and best friends out there! Best wishes(: and love you guys :*