Wednesday, 28 August 2013

My little lovely dove

She is mighty she is great
Thankfully we didn't meet too late

Play after classes talk after school
Our attraction makes others drool  

She makes me feel blissful and safe all day
Ignore critics haters will say

Closely we bond affection shown
I will not want to end this show 

Weird I feel, but close and dear
We crave closeness but our losing hearts we have to fear

Epitome of friendship present within
Doubts of lasting continuously kneading 

I love her as a friend
I don't wish for these memories to end

Selfish you ll say and I may agree
If you were I'm my shoes, the reason, will you see? 

I want you to be happy
I want you to be free
But for you to do that
I have to, with myself, disagree 

You have to go 
Go back to where you belong
Belonging back to someone else
And someone else but me no more
I hope that you can see
Here forever I ll always stay and be
Regardless of rain or shine, a dime or lime 
I will be here for you promise me not to cry

I want you to be happy I want to set you free
I tear my heart pieces as I watch you leave
Our boats distancing in the vast ocean
Revealing your genuine smile with my heart 
Sincerely wish you best in motion
Holding hands with her till the horizon parts

Go little bird out the cage you fly
This will always be home and I will never say bye
Seek the freedom you crave and quell the hunger for love
Please grow to be a wonderful dove 




Thursday, 15 August 2013

My little flower

It all started with a sad tempo
I was crying all solo
You arrived with a magical heart
Then I never wanted to part

Disastrous, it was hell for me
Your arrival made the picture ever pretty
A resounding heart beat of love
Touches gentler than the lovliest doves

I bid my horrendous past farewell
Hoping for them to pass, they shall
My savior however was struggling
With the problems still stinging

Lost I was couldn't find my way
Stopped, I thought, I didn't want to sway
Sinking my heart at helpless self
Starred but could do nothing of help

Cries sobs and hiccups
Fragmented, I want to pick myself up
Titanium I shall be tough
The waves no matter however rough

Forced pearls out of my eyes
Didn't want to be stained and dyed
Pure I ignited my ways
Flame so bright to light up your days

Comfort I will try
Promises to succeed wouldn't defy 
Braver you will be
Less tears you shed little baby

Succeeded, I hope, repeatedly
Made you feel better and not deadly
Gaining height you grow slowly
Not so fast but sure was it steady

It all started with a slow tempo
I was no longer crying solo
You arrived at the right time
'Saving hearts in the nick of time'








Tuesday, 13 August 2013

Just for her.

Gratitude fills my sorrowful heart
With ease you gracefully took away the pain 
When tough times past and trouble persists 
You were always right there till the end

But that ease I got came with a price
Now a heavier heart I hold
Deeper roots grown down in to seek water
More trouble seem to show

What I assumed was right for me
Didn't turned out as well planned
My friend I cry for you every night
My my dreams my la la land
My bed ever so comfy
Now has your worrying pain
Forever stuck onto me I want my wall re paint 

My pains seem to recover 
Now worse than ever
Anti biotics didnt remove the viruses
But aided in the campaign
Cautious of my words and diction
Wouldn't want a neglected friend
I hope all these are fiction
And would come to an end

I want you to be happy
But here I am over you sad
What will happen when you are gone
You seeking happiness in that garden
A maze I'm too timid to try
A dare too dangerous to attempt
A dreamer am I too small
That event seem out of reach

Hoping for you to be happy
Please don't worry too much
Everything is meant to be
Just take it the way it is
Insecurities may cover me up
But I will stand strong
Take them as a winter coat to wear them in the ever snowing cold

I show no fear of losing 
But here I am hiding the pain
Just hoping one day for you to be released
All my sacrifices not in vain
I love you so much deeply
I wish I could let go
All those memories not so long ago
Comes down in a flow

My best event of the year
I wouldn't it to be the worst
It is meant to be for us to meet
Don't let fear cover your ears
You may be blind here in the dark
And groped about in the pitch
Carelessly fell into my ever warming love
And meekly after you recover
You're out of reach

I want you to be happy 
I want your happy soul free
Free of sorrows and worries
Just leave them all for me
I may not be the best just yet
Perhaps I didn't let it show
Don't take me for granted
Coz when the wind blows there goes the glow

Ignited spark within 
I passed this torch to you
The burning touch of love 
A complete hug to make it whole
I shiver in grueling winter in your absent days
Couldn't ask more from you
You're devoted and gave it all away

With that
Gratitude fills my hopeful soul
With pain I hoped you're now at ease
Through tough times and pleasures please
I will always be here till the end

Even at the break of dawn
I ll be waiting at your door 
Always your humble servant withdrawn
Love you deep down to the core