Friends?

My doubt

My friends

Is this really the end?

Walking down this journey thus long

Will everything just be gone?

These trusts

My faiths

They crumble down like houses of cards

Hurricanes swept my properties around

And threw them out of bounds 

Betrayal, murmurs circulate

I predicted, was it my mistake?

Ignoring advices, heeding misleads

Oh what such deeds, my friends 

Such disgraces disdains

Time crawled distance leaped

I wish now my life was complete 

Those memories now out of reach

Redeeming myself at the beach

Seeing the fleets out at the sea

Horizons vary so do friendships

My old friend now where is she

Lost in the dark wandering around 

A soul which left it's body will never be found

Old friend my friend

Where are you

The old self is missing

I don't want anything new

I'm drowning in confusion 

My own past mistake

Was it my fault 

That let you to have gained?