strength.

All efforts came to naught

I thought I was strong

Assumption took me the wrong way

I'm now at my breaking point 

Is this right or is this not

My predictions came out wrong

Claims calmed me for a moment

Pain struck with reality at the next 

Impact so great I took

Without cushion my heart fell

A flying butterfly in the open space

With freedom but no love

I want to be a caterpillar 

Hiding in the cocoon

Sheltered and cared for

Waiting to grow into something beautiful

I thought I was really strong

Independence I could declare

No one however knows the limit

Where liquid evaporates and into gas, gone

Probably misunderstandings stood in between

Hungry for the answer

Timid of the truth 

And quiet I shall stay not creating problems

To be or not to be

Set free or keep in within

Should I hold on to these

And of what may or may not be  

I demand the truth

I don't seek cruelty

But I want peace within me

Impossible without those two